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#Jamuary2024

by Tom Harts

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1.
Flicker 02:57
I know I’m afraid to fall again In what world Could I bear that loss again But I don’t get to choose What feels like home this time When I don’t know the rules Even if they’re out in plain sight Don’t bring me down Just find me where I fall Those flames don’t go out But they flicker when you call Don’t bring me down Just find me when I fall Those flames don’t go out But they flicker when you call When you call
2.
Save Myself 03:19
It feels so far away this time Yet I can’t shake this feeling that I’ve finally lost my mind When the silver lining is that I’m simply still alive Is the lie that I’m living even worth all this wasted time Or can I save myself From all that I’ve had to bear To feel like myself again Would be my greatest sin How can I save myself From all that I’ve had to bear To feel like myself again Would be my greatest sin How can I save myself
3.
Pull me in To your arms Embrace my fear Don't leave me here Leave me out Here to drown I know you're near Please save me, dear Who am I To pretend That you owe me When you don't know me Who am I To defend Those around me Oh that's beyond me Will I flow As midnight tears Unbridled fear Last to know What silk holds near Unbridled fear Break me Unbridled fear Break me Unbridled fear Break me Unbridled fear Break me Unbridled fear Was it worth the price It's lonely here My unbridled fear It's all I've near Was it sound advice Are you free and clear From unbridled fear I'll wait right here For you to return For you to restore Things I've lost here Will you save me, dear Will you stop the start Of this fractured heart Please save me dear Don't leave me here Don't leave me
4.
Take It Slow 02:45
Take it slow It's the only way I travel now Feels like I’m fading into smoke But you can hold me in your hands Now you’ve shown Me how the fibers of my being sounds You can get inside my head If you only ask me how Just take it slow, take it slow, take it slow Take it slow, take it slow, take it slow Take it slow, take it slow, take it slow, now You can get inside my head You can get inside my head You can get inside my head If you take it slow Please just get inside my head Won’t you get inside my head Won’t you get inside my head Won’t you get inside my head Won’t you get inside my head Please just get inside my head Just take it slow
5.
Fate 02:04
I hope you know That the last words that I spoke Weren’t a lie Who am I To do that to your face I’m alive Though I tried To change that fate one day I know I’ve learned That the best that I’ve earned Was the love On and off That kept me in my place Didn’t know That it’d come To change that fate one day Brace me For the things I’ll never hold Show me All the things I’ve never known Let me Walk some miles down that road Tell me You’ll be there when I get home
6.
The Only One 04:26
No one said It would come easy There’s a thousand ways to be me But this is my favorite one A cold hand is Warm enough to heal me If anyone can hear me This is my favorite sound Da Da da da Da da da Da da da I don’t need to Explain why I ran away Explain why I should’ve stayed When I’m the only one I don’t need to Explain who I was before It feels I’m only asked for more Now that I have nothing But I’m the only one But I’m the only one But I’m the only one That owes myself But I’m the only one But I’m the only one But I’m the only one That owes myself Growth
7.
Can't Stop 04:42
Tired eyes when I wake Who am I to complain Thoughts of you give me strength And I know There’s more Listen close when I say I would give this all away If I knew it could change Your mind Again Can’t stop I’m falling down Can’t stop this screaming out Can’t stop it’s over love But I’m not afraid to try it all again
8.
There’s something in the water I can feel it in my mind It’s slipping under my skin In the corners of my eyes I can’t believe I’m drowning When the water’s just a lie The surface is reflecting All the choices I stand by So please don’t float away I hope you choose to stay The lighthouse guides your way Your way home to me Your way home to me There’s something in the water
9.
Broken Wings 04:32
Lay it out for me Please say it again Spell it out for me in So I know where I stand If I could read your mind Would it change anything If I give this time Would you be willing To fly home On broken wings To feel the warmth In everything
10.
Summer 05:15
Looking back Won't mean a thing If I’ve got nothing to search for These sunken lights Hold suffering In the depths of this cold glass You disappeared in the summer You could’ve come back If you stretched out your hand to me I don’t think I could take it back Cry out for your newfound freedom Cry out when you own your mistakes Cry out for your newfound glory Cry out for what you’ve misplaced
11.
I’m a moth to a flame And those flames are in your eyes Please don’t push me away All I want to do is try It’s your aura I crave It can feed my soul so I Can grow out of this pain Maybe then I can thrive I’m a moth to a flame
12.
Try try again Maybe this time it ends Maybe this time I win Nothing left to lose Nothing left but you So please understand If the stars in my hands All to turn to dust on the way down Just know I once Tried to give you the sky If the stars in my hand Were worth the trouble Could we sow the dust In new soil I tried to give you the sky I tried to give you the sky I tried to give you the sky
13.
Yesterday 03:00
Yesterday I was surrounded by love And yesterday I knew This was the last time I’d feel it So sick of silencing echoing Through these empty halls It feels so violent endlessly Knowing that you won’t call Oh yesterday Wasn’t yesterday at all How many years have gone Since I walked away Oh it feels like yesterday Yeah it feels like yesterday
14.
I had a dream once And you were there The ground swept from under us Leaving us in the the air But I started falling down Leaving you floating there Til you said hear me out What if we fly What if we fly What if we fly What if we fly You took my hand And pulled me into the air My lungs filled with joy And I knew I didn’t care About what we left behind Watched the wind blow through your hair And I felt so free You said What if we fly
15.
There’s no wings on my back There’s no crown on my head But that’s no trouble It’s the air in my lungs It’s the warmth of your hand That keeps me humble So walk alongside me Just keep up the pace It feels I’m caught in a hard place But I’ll own my mistakes Just keep up the pressure Don’t let me return To the person I once was Before you came and I heard
16.
Dream dream my friend Dream of an end Let us descend into the depths of who we are These silver lined caves were once filled with gold I know that we could be the ones to break the mold We’ll never be the ones who loathe to do what they’re told Cause we’ll escape with love in our hands as we grow old
17.
Cauterize the wound you gave me And I’ll forgive you It’s not that deep this time Justify the truth you fed me And I’ll forgive you It’s not that deep this time Sick and tired yet I’m wired Lost desires don’t let me sleep I can’t believe I wanted to be The company that you keep It’s not that deep
18.
My Mind 02:21
If I’m clinging to Things I never thought could be real Do I owe it to Myself to explain how I feel Cause if you know the truth Then I can clear my Mind Tell me who I’ve been for you Tell me what I have to do To know the truth And clear my Mind Please don’t go I have to know So I can clear my mind
19.
Wolves 04:11
I kept you by my side I went against my pride I’m living in a lie Of my own choosing The wind carries a truth To be weary of you I don’t where to go I think I’m losing Would you feed me to the wolves Would you feed me to the wolves again Would you feed me to the wolves Would you feed me to the wolves again Pull it out of me Make me remember where I am Give me sympathy Cause nothing’s been going as planned Oh I’ve been devoured By all of the things I once controlled And I hope this hour Is the last time I feel this cold If you feed me to the wolves If you feed me to the wolves Then I’ll get what I deserve Then I’ll get what I deserve
20.
It’s one little step at a time Slowly still I start to slip from your mind No longer worried about the small things When the air we’re breathing in feels so thin Replace me with ease So you can find your own answers Move on too quickly So there’s no time for regrets These things aren’t easy For me to wrap my head around Though it doesn’t really matter It’s not about me this time Replacement theories Running through my mind Displace me force me To find this again I know that I need To move on my own But it doesn’t really matter In the end everything was fine Replacement theory
21.
Breathe Life into me Flow through all with hope See All there is to see Just let me know when you’re home Days keep coming And I’m running Out of time to say I know I’ve fallen And I’m hoping It’s in your embrace Breathe Just breathe Breathe Breathe Oh just breathe Breathe Now you’re home
22.
Seams 03:21
Right before I close my eyes There’s a shadow of you in the corner A whisper hits my ear and I Suddenly feel so damn sober Haunt my dreams In the one way You know how Rip the seams Of my reality Put me down
23.
Waves 02:54
Let it go Feeling low Now I know that you got in my skin It’s terrible That you would go And cut my throat To rub this feeling in You caught me of My guard now I Feel Can’t look back to What I knew was Real If this is where I draw the line that Will define who I spend my time with Just let me breathe So I can figure Out if this autonomy is a gift Feel the waves Feel the waves Spill from my mind The heat will raze Heat will raze The trace you left behind
24.
I’m stepping away For a moment or two I hope it won’t change What I know is true Connections don’t grow Until you give them a chance Have I been so cold That I forgot what’s in my hand I’m stepping away Not because I wanted to I hope things don’t change While I’m gone And I’ll hold on to the truth I’m stepping away
25.
Count the ways I’ve lost my faith in The I’ve the way I’ve changed No longer holding Back from you I need to say it To break the rules That I’ve set for myself Again Again Again Again Sometimes I I sit and wonder The sparkle in your eye I wonder what it’s after I wanna know what you Really want to do If I ask your truth Does it change this all Again Again Again Again Feels like I can’t find the words To say where I’ve been standing Feels like I can’t stand to be The one who has to say the words It’s not fair But please keep the light on And if you care Just know I’d do this all Again Again Again Again
26.
The Motion 04:34
Things set in motion When you were mine Oh how could I grow When I lost track of time It’s not like I wanted You to decide That you’d cast me out Of your light Can I choose to fall away On my own For a change of pace The motion feels so far away And I know I’ll never capture it again Things set in motion I’m a moth to a flame I’ll follow you Down Body turns to cinder Only heart remains Can you see me Now Light my wings aflame Let me know When it’s done Cast my heart away So I know Where to run The Motion
27.
Changing 03:59
What happens now I've shown you how I really feel When the truth comes out I need to heal Keep your distance now Draw the lines and keep them parallel Ensure they never touch I've been changing But not like I wanted to Aging At least it looks good on you I can't Keep up this fickle shell I've been planning To connect the dots with you Holding Back what I needed to I hope That you're still doing well
28.
Guess I don't need to lie Guess I don't need to hide no more Guess I don't need to try Cause I don't feel the high no more Have I lost my mind Cause I feel I can't cry no more But I'll keep moving on
29.
It’s been so hard to care When nothing’s even there to hold me I think I need some air I can feel this crashing down around me Sort through the rubble To find the peace I need My hands stained by soil Looking for myself in the debris Rip the pieces from me that I know I know I don’t need Just take everything from me cause I I just want to breathe Rip every piece Rip every piece Rip every Thing I don't need Thing I don't need Thing I don't Rip every piece Rip every piece Rip every Thing I don't need Thing I don't need Thing I don't need
30.
When it all comes down When it all comes down I will not be there Next to you Where's your savior now Where 's your savior now What did you lose here Was it something you need Cry out to reach the sky When no one answers What will you try I wish I recognized The fault is not my own
31.
You came to me in a dream In the form of infinite colors I fell and dropped to my knees I've never seen such sights before Pinks and purples and blues and gold The sun can't keep up with you it's told That you radiate peace Cover me in your colors so I can grow and become so whole Cause you Are the color of everything Cover me in your colors Cover me in your peace The color of you is the color of everything
32.
MATTHORS 03:24
Layers shed From what I've left Kick me down Pretend I won't fall See me drown Pretend I won't call
33.
Shake it off me Take it off my mind So come and touch me I wanna feel it inside So sick of being well behaved Oh I wanna rise and fall Scratching, clawing, find the pace Oh I wanna hear you call my name As we rise and fall You say you want me You say I'm on your mind Then come and touch me I wanna feel you inside of me Electric flesh-missiles Move through every nerve and cell Lost in the incoming tide You got me under your spell baby As we rise and fall

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Decided to throw all my Jams from this year's Jamuary on Bandcamp incase you're interested in hearing them with high quality audio.

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released February 1, 2024

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Tom Harts Chicago, Illinois

Tom Harts is a Chicago based electronic music producer who focuses on making each track feel like its own world.

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